my heart is smelly.

it is interesting, and wonderful, and beautiful, and bitter-sweet, (but truely sweet) how God speaks to me. i have found that every time i am in this state of complete dependance in Him. every time i am aching, and in repentance, heart renching repentance, that is when He speaks. I can hear His words and He has often given me very visual pictures and new creative ideas. i think it a little humourous in a way. makes me want to be led to sorrowful, heart aching repentance more often. everyday? that may be a little hard on the heart. i think i can only take so much at once. in all honesty, though, i would want it either way. i want to burn all this flesh off of me as much as possible. no matter how stinky it may be.

thank you, Lord.